Tuesday, December 27, 2011

One cigarette

And just like that, it came, and is now gone.

 But the feeling is sticking.

It was such a good Christmas. I felt my heart was really open. I felt more love for my family, and I have never felt more loved in return. In my life.

 Like maybe, I am not doing such an awful job. And maybe my girls are really having a happy childhood. And that I married the best person. My choice was so great.

One cigarette at a dinner party, back in my cigarette days, opened up this whole, beautiful, life.

One simple move. I almost didn't go that night.

But I did.

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