Exhausted. I am so tired from staying up late (that would be 10:30 around here) and squeezing the life out of these days together. We get up and go go go. I am feeling more anxious each day, as we are not adhering to our regular way around here. David keeps telling me to relax, and just enjoy, but I feel so uneasy. Like all this fun stuff is just trying to keep us busy and not talking about being apart. But I keep thinking about it.
On Friday we found out, that due to a paperwork screw up, David will not be leaving until July 10th. I was both happy, and disappointed. We had all been mentally prepared for next Sunday, so to have it pushed off for two weeks due to a glitch in the system was a bit irritating. The girls were happy. Don't get me wrong, I am happy to extend our Summer together by two weeks. I just know that it is prolonging the inevitable, and I just want to get it over with.
I cleaned the house for the first time since last week....as we have just been letting everything slide.....and everything is in order. Dinner menu is planned for tonight. Tonight, a movie and regular bed time. The rush of getting it all in has lost it's novelty. We, for the next two or so weeks, shall just be.
Happily.
On Friday we found out, that due to a paperwork screw up, David will not be leaving until July 10th. I was both happy, and disappointed. We had all been mentally prepared for next Sunday, so to have it pushed off for two weeks due to a glitch in the system was a bit irritating. The girls were happy. Don't get me wrong, I am happy to extend our Summer together by two weeks. I just know that it is prolonging the inevitable, and I just want to get it over with.
I cleaned the house for the first time since last week....as we have just been letting everything slide.....and everything is in order. Dinner menu is planned for tonight. Tonight, a movie and regular bed time. The rush of getting it all in has lost it's novelty. We, for the next two or so weeks, shall just be.
Happily.
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