Monday, October 25, 2010


I woke up the other day feeling very positive. My feelings of panic and that of iminite danger, are lessening. Not sure what is going on, but I will take it for as long as it lasts. I think that maybe I tend to be manic/depressive at times, so I guess this is just my mania setting in.
On that note, I decided that I had to make some money, and I made a website for a cleaning business, and I am going to order business cards, and some magnets for my future car doors, and keep my fingers crossed that someone calls me. I am feeling hopeful about this. You never know.
I also decided that my house looks as cluttered as my mind feels, and that I have to tidy myself up from the inside first, before I tidy up everything else. I started the Master Cleanse today. Just writing this makes me feel like I am dooming myself to fail, but I hope I can do this. I will be drinking this funky lemonade, maple syrup, cayenne pepper concoction, for the next 10 days. Again...mania.
Today is Monday, and I have Molly and Charlotte home sick. High fevers.
 Just the three of us, here together.
And my gigantic glass of lemonade.


  1. What is the lemonade for? Is it a sort of remedy? I wish you well with the cleaning!

  2. The purpose of this cleanse is to rid your body of toxins, and built up yuck. For 10 days, you drink water, with lemon juice, maple syrup, and cayenne pepper. No ffod. Just the drink. Google it. It is called "The Master Cleanse". It is crazy. I feel like I am detoxing...flu like name it. I am supposed to feel unbelievable after ten days, so I'll let you know!