from Prada to Payless
The life and times of a once glamorous NYC fashion industry insider, to a mother of three girls, living paycheck to paycheck , facing foreclosure, and trying to find humor, and sanity in it all, while looking (trying!) deliciously chic in her Payless shoes.
Monday, April 14, 2014
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Sunday, September 1, 2013
What do I say?
I am a fraud?
I am not what I expect others to be to me?
I am a bad friend.
This I know.
I want so much to be accepted.
But I accept no one.
Briefly.
And it is always fun.
But I cut it off.
I am unsure why I do this.
I miss these relationships.
Even mourn for them.
But I let them go.
Each and every one.
Then I am sad when they move on.
No Christmas card.
No calls.
I deserve it.
I disappoint.
And yet, I think I am a great friend.
All evidence to the contrary.
I am a fraud?
I am not what I expect others to be to me?
I am a bad friend.
This I know.
I want so much to be accepted.
But I accept no one.
Briefly.
And it is always fun.
But I cut it off.
I am unsure why I do this.
I miss these relationships.
Even mourn for them.
But I let them go.
Each and every one.
Then I am sad when they move on.
No Christmas card.
No calls.
I deserve it.
I disappoint.
And yet, I think I am a great friend.
All evidence to the contrary.
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